being happy with what you have is fleeting. one moment you are content and the next you find yourself sighing. i can be happy for others who have the things i don’t. i can. it is easy when you don’t want anything. like i don’t need that bag or that shawl or that vacation (ok this one i actually do). it’s the other things that i need like time, money and the luxury to be impulsive and carefree.