i don’t think i can explain my hiatus without spilling my life story. so i won’t even try. nobody wants to hear someone else’s sad story.
i try not to wallow in self pity. i might appear aloof to you but holding me together is not much, really. it will probably take a few weeks of virtual farming (again) to block all the negatives and shift my mind from something so… out of my control. exercising is probably a better way but the mind always end up at the same place anyway.
i like the gnash song. i am a sucker for sad songs. i am.