I contemplated on closing down this blog simply because I just felt so detached from it. I guess it reflects the detachment I feel with the old self. There are times when I paused, looked back and saw how much I have done in the past year and how far I have shifted from where I was. But there is one feature in the old self that has been resurfacing and bothering me more often lately. It is the anger. Occasional rage. It is not that I am envious that my ex is happily married (presumably) and currently is gallivanting in Europe. It is a cumulative thing, I suppose. I just need time. And a holiday. Anyway but Europe!