My mind can’t comprehend certain things. Like when people broadcast their dirty linen and acknowledge that yeah, what i did is wrong so i am going to stop…. but do it with an almost romantic feeling like one feels when one says goodbye to a loved one. I.just.don’t.get.it.
Like a diseased smoker telling himself or herself, this would be my last smoke, while savouring the smell of the unlit stick right under his/her nose and then kiss it goodbye….for the time being. Until the withdrawal is too much to bear, maybe?
I am not being judgmental but just practical. If you want to stop doing something bad for you, do it with conviction. one day you will feel a strong desire to fall off the wagon. So stop being so darn romantic and stupid about crazy things that are too disgusting to mention here.