Taubat ?

My mind can’t comprehend certain things. Like when people broadcast their dirty linen and acknowledge that yeah, what i did is wrong so i am going to stop…. but do it with an almost romantic feeling like one feels when one says goodbye to a loved one. I.just.don’t.get.it.

Like a diseased smoker telling himself or herself, this would be my last smoke, while savouring the smell of the unlit stick right under his/her nose and then kiss it goodbye….for the time being. Until the withdrawal is too much to bear, maybe?

I am not being judgmental but just practical. If you want to stop doing something bad for you, do it with conviction. one day you will feel a strong desire to fall off the wagon. So stop being so darn romantic and stupid about crazy things that are too disgusting to mention here.


Published by: mizrae

I am not always nice, but I can be. I like reading more than writing, and I wish I write better than I do. I hope that I listen more than I speak because honestly, that's the kind of people I am drawn to.

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