Mad driver

A very good friend of mine said today that it is normal to be angry….occasionally. She was responding to me disclosing to her that i had to put on my contact lens while driving today. It popped out of my left eye after i dabbed on that eye a bit vigorously. Well, the truth is i did it because i was starting to cry.. after days of not doing so. I was driving the boys to school and all of a sudden i was just MAD.  I think the moment lasted for a few seconds only before i told myself that being angry at him, at her, at them, is plain useless. It was then that i grabbed a tissue and the rest well u know already.

Now hours later, i think i can verbalize why i was mad. I was (am) mad because he had so many opportunities, chances, so much time to correct things but he chose not to. So i went from devastated to hopeful to indifferent.

For now indifference suits me well. Even if it is intermittent.

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Published by: mizrae

I am not always nice, but I can be. I like reading more than writing, and I wish I write better than I do. I hope that I listen more than I speak because honestly, that's the kind of people I am drawn to.

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