Time Factor

It is cliche to say that time heals all kinds of pain, but you know what? I think it is also a simple fact. It has been exactly a month since he moved out. although this was the third time in the span of four months, it has also been the longest.

Today I feel less miserable, less lonely and less depressed. The pain and distance does not make me any less neglected and abandoned than I am, but I have to thank my faith, my friends and my family who has been so kind as to let me selfishly wallow in my darkest moments. I thank them for not knocking on my door when I feel like being alone (which is often these days) and for not saying anything to me when I don’t feel like speaking to anyone (which is also often).

Today I faced my bitterness and my anger direct in the eye. I walked past Chanel klcc and spent a full minute watching ridiculously expensive handbags which make most people happy.  Striding past the boutique with my head held high, I can feel the 16 thousand ringgit worth of bitterness leaving me. I felt free.

My greatest achievement today: I lived today without anger, bitterness and envy.

 

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Published by: mizrae

I am not always nice, but I can be. I like reading more than writing, and I wish I write better than I do. I hope that I listen more than I speak because honestly, that's the kind of people I am drawn to.

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